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03:00
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I'm torn from mixing these signals inside my head
Guessing if having you in my bed is for the best
And I can go on and on a thousand times
'Bout running into roadblocks inside my mind
When finding someone new
But there's no one out there close to being like you
I miss your constant presence around me
But since you stayed here in the city and I moved away
Things were never the same
Things were never the same
When I moved away
Slowly getting lonelier I felt myself missing her
Guilty as my heart still bleeds while I'm asleep
I think your point was reached
I wish I had stayed
So what's the point I couldn't have you
This thing we once were came to an end
You're just a face I see in pictures with all your new friends
I hope they make you happy more than I ever could
This isn’t where I thought I would be
I'd never know if I didn't leave
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Paste
03:39
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Do you believe that,
We’re better then we’ve ever been
Talking and possibly offering forgiveness
And if it works out I promise I’ll be good to you.
Even if it keeps me up all night
Feeling you’re icy heart against mine
Ill stay numb to the facts, try to hold your tears back and find out
If the time we spent apart was better then the start
Cut my name half you were the only one who did that
It feels like a lifetime since then
That we’re better then we’ve ever been
And id forget if it happened again
So paste your words inside my head
Face me get a hold of yourself
Tell me something I think I could help
Did you change me or am I still myself?
Is it even worth the doubt when you never come around
Ill be coming forth
I’m always reminiscing
On the things I tell myself are worth forgiving
And I’ll catch myself breaking down all the reasons I should ask for help
So I’m looking back and I feel better now
Ill be coming forth
I’m always reminiscing
On the things I tell myself
And I feel better now
So I’m looking back
And I feel better
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Blame
03:20
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Slowly stepping on new streets
Seeing new faces and similar spaces
That I've been used to
I'm not looking for things to repeat the way they used to
Cause I’ve been guarded these last 2 years
I heard your silence and it was clear
So now I'm pushing you away
I’m always pushing us away
It's getting hard to breathe
Because you're pulling teeth
Just to hear me speak my mind
But I'm consumed by you
Keeping you close so we won't ever have to move
I've just be so confused
Don’t take the blame don’t take the blame
Looks like I’ve been drinking again
Another pack of cigarettes between my friends
Have been making it better
But I don't want to feel better without you
All my faults they show with her
While I’m constantly hating winter
So I'm content to keep waiting
Until we see the weather changing
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Keep Up
03:38
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I missed you for more than a moment last night
I guess it's what these drinks will do to me
But I knew when I heard your message
And the sadness that came with it
I think its happened again and there's no more room for sleep at all
I can't keep up with all of your problems
Most of them always had to do with me
I have yet to feel good when I'm around you
And I've seen your actions say the same to me
This room it won't stop spinning
As the smoke weaves through your hair
This room it won't stop spinning
As you passed out next to me
I can't keep up with all of your problems
Most of them always had to do with me
The optimist inside of me
Is dead and buried in my body
I can't stay here anymore
I can't stay here, even though I love your bed
And your hands on my chest
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Slipping Out
03:17
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Things have changed
But in this room it stayed the same
It's just the way we left it
Fall asleep
Feel nothing more than the breeze in your dreams
So nothing cuts so deep like things when you’re so restless
Can’t wrap my head around relationships and old age
But I remember how the frame around our pictures stained
The glass is shattered but the color's never changing
It stays the same
It stays the same
Fall asleep
Feel nothing more than the breeze in your dreams
So nothing cuts so deep like things when you’re so restless
Fall with me
Instead of feeling you I’m slipping out of reach
But I can’t hide the piece of me that feels so reckless
It feels so reckless
I feel so reckless
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Sting
03:30
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I cringe over and over
remembering what you smell like
What you felt like from the inside
I am sick of reaching out to an empty being
Everything you do is secondhand to me
You're stuck in my wounds
like disinfectant I feel your sting
Overworked and exhausted
It felt like you had clipped my wings
So tell me
How do you see yourself
Do you realize that you’re as a bland as everybody else
I was sick of watching
Watching you pretend to be the victim
While you spend your night being distant
You're stuck in my wounds
Like disinfectant I feel your sting
Overworked and exhausted it felt like you had clipped my wings
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