This is hard, it’s so hard
But I think I have the courage to say it
I don’t love you anymore
This bed that we’ve been laying in
Doesn’t feel the way that it used to
My hearts been hurting so much
Its been leaving me sleepless
I’ve been second-guessing
So I’ve been filling my lungs up with smoke
Just so I don’t ever bother
Looking for you
I hope you hear me, singing this song from the summer
Because I’m sick and tired of this (i'm sick and tired of this)
Of fighting in your car, and praying that your mindsets clear
But nothing will matter, because nothings left here at all
And Honestly, did you think that there was purpose for how you
handled anything?
You just kept chewing me up and spitting me out
I know how you get when you drink
Do I need to review my 20th birthday
When you made a mess of everything
I’ve been second-guessing
So I’ve been drinking more than I should
I don’t care to ever bother
Remembering you
I hope you hear me, singing this song from the summer
Because I’m sick and tired of this (i'm sick and tired of this)
Of fighting in your car, and praying that your mindsets clear
But nothing will matter, because nothings left here at all
Ill admit
I shouldn’t have left the way I did
I don’t expect forgiveness
I don’t expect your tolerance
But I’ve been so cold
My room is empty and I’m home all-alone
Hollow and cold
My room is empty and I’m home all-alone (alone)
Coughing till my eyes should close
And when I’m asleep, your face appears and haunts me when I dream
But that’s all I see, a face that never appreciated me
So when you’re with him
I know deep down, you're still thinking of me
in my dreams
credits
from Burnt Out,
released September 4, 2015
Produced Mixed & Recorded by: Anton DeLost at Room 21
Mastered By: John Naclerio
Secondary Vocals sung by: Deven Lewis
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